May 2012
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March 2012
3 posts
February 2012
4 posts
December 2011
1 post
November 2011
3 posts
October 2011
9 posts
I’m not ready, I’m the little kid who was handed a free soda but isn’t sure if he should take it or not. This opportunity you’ve given me makes me so happy but I’ve done you wrong too much.
You’re the only one who can save me from where my path has already taken me. I won’t ask you to save me, because it’s your choice whether to or not. But I hope one day, you will redirect my path by forgiving me.
Do you even wonder about me?
September 2011
3 posts
August 2011
4 posts
When life gives you a downer you say fuck it and...
Tomorrow school starts and its okay cuz imma be studying for my motorcycle license. Life’s been low for far too long I need a thrill in my life so decided to get a bike. So I’m going to enjoy my thrill for as long as I live, shit if i care if I go out like an idiot on a bike, at least I got experience that thrill again in life.
June 2011
1 post
May 2011
5 posts
Thought of you today. All I want to do is forget you. The best solution i could think of was to kill myself and start life anew. There’s so many memories I can’t delete. I don’t want to forget it but the pain is too much.
I don’t use sunglasses just for blocking the sun. I use the sun as an excuse to put them on to block people from seeing my tears
I was complete fool for listening to you. Feeding me such over-dramatic serious situation and hurting me in the process. I believed you, I trusted you, I thought it was the best for you. I thought you were coming back after you dealt with your problem, I quietly waited all these months. You haven’t proved anything to me, your actions clearly show that I’m just a nobody to you....
November 2010
11 posts
Reblog if you'll take part in "To Write Love On...
it’s taking place friday, November 12, 2010.
to take part, simply write, “Love” on your arm.
To Write Love on Her Arms is a non-profit movement dedicated to presenting hope and finding help for people struggling with depression, addiction, self-injury and suicide. TWLOHA exists to encourage, inform, inspire and also to invest directly into treatment and recovery.
for once i was happy for a whole day in 5 months
If you love someone more than anything, then...
Sometimes i have an urge to say something, but i know its not right. I’ve would never bring myself to tell you this, but with the things you post on tumblr for me to see or the things you talk about, the things i have to think about and kill myself about annoys and pisses me the fuck off. But all I can do is be angry and cram it into my little ball of anger and keep it there but you know...
Fuck Ballads I tried to like them and I did, but you know what? They’re just too fucking depressing.
I going back to Rap
October 2010
16 posts
Just because they have a hard time expressing how they feel towards you, doesn’t mean they don’t like/love you. Sometimes that’ just how love is.
-Staree
Bach….. you always put me to sleep sucessfully but why not today?
As a Buddhist I always believed in what goes always come back to you, the usual saying “What goes around comes around”. But in my case tonight it just doesn’t seem so. Here I am, 6:24 am Halloween, sitting waiting but it’s just not coming so what the fuck am i supposed to do? Enjoy myself? go out and party? no… i won’t and i can’t enjoy life as much as i...