February 2012
4 posts
Listen
Listen
December 2011
1 post
November 2011
3 posts
October 2011
9 posts
I’m not ready, I’m the little kid who was handed a free soda but isn’t sure if he should take it or not. This opportunity you’ve given me makes me so happy but I’ve done you wrong too much.
You’re the only one who can save me from where my path has already taken me. I won’t ask you to save me, because it’s your choice whether to or not. But I hope one day, you will redirect my path by forgiving me.
Do you even wonder about me?
September 2011
3 posts
August 2011
4 posts
When life gives you a downer you say fuck it and...
Tomorrow school starts and its okay cuz imma be studying for my motorcycle license. Life’s been low for far too long I need a thrill in my life so decided to get a bike. So I’m going to enjoy my thrill for as long as I live, shit if i care if I go out like an idiot on a bike, at least I got experience that thrill again in life.
Sleep doesnt want to visit
And I’m single
June 2011
1 post
May 2011
5 posts
Thought of you today. All I want to do is forget you. The best solution i could think of was to kill myself and start life anew. There’s so many memories I can’t delete. I don’t want to forget it but the pain is too much.
I don’t use sunglasses just for blocking the sun. I use the sun as an excuse to put them on to block people from seeing my tears
I was complete fool for listening to you. Feeding me such over-dramatic serious situation and hurting me in the process. I believed you, I trusted you, I thought it was the best for you. I thought you were coming back after you dealt with your problem, I quietly waited all these months. You haven’t proved anything to me, your actions clearly show that I’m just a nobody to you....
November 2010
11 posts
Reblog if you'll take part in "To Write Love On...
it’s taking place friday, November 12, 2010.
to take part, simply write, “Love” on your arm.
To Write Love on Her Arms is a non-profit movement dedicated to presenting hope and finding help for people struggling with depression, addiction, self-injury and suicide. TWLOHA exists to encourage, inform, inspire and also to invest directly into treatment and recovery.
for once i was happy for a whole day in 5 months
If you love someone more than anything, then...
Sometimes i have an urge to say something, but i know its not right. I’ve would never bring myself to tell you this, but with the things you post on tumblr for me to see or the things you talk about, the things i have to think about and kill myself about annoys and pisses me the fuck off. But all I can do is be angry and cram it into my little ball of anger and keep it there but you know...
Ain’t no sense to bitch about it cuz you all...
Look, dress hangin barely off your shoulder,...
Fuck Ballads I tried to like them and I did, but you know what? They’re just too fucking depressing.
I going back to Rap
October 2010
16 posts
Just because they have a hard time expressing how they feel towards you, doesn’t mean they don’t like/love you. Sometimes that’ just how love is.
-Staree
Damn I’m so sorry baby (Damn sorry babe I...
Bach….. you always put me to sleep sucessfully but why not today?
As a Buddhist I always believed in what goes always come back to you, the usual saying “What goes around comes around”. But in my case tonight it just doesn’t seem so. Here I am, 6:24 am Halloween, sitting waiting but it’s just not coming so what the fuck am i supposed to do? Enjoy myself? go out and party? no… i won’t and i can’t enjoy life as much as i...
나쁜놈 4men
너의 약속 한번을 못지킨 놈 이쁜 말도 한번을 못해준 놈 내가 생각해도 나같은 놈은 정말 너와는 어울리지 않아 가랄 때 가 제발 뒤돌아 보지 좀 마 내가 널 잡을지도 몰라 그러니까 제발 가랄 때 가 제발 애처럼 울지 좀 마 내 맘 약해지기 전에 내가 나쁜놈 나쁜놈 나쁜놈이야 더 좋은놈 좋은놈 찾아 떠나가 이제 나같은 놈 나같은 놈 더는 필요없다고 한마디만 던지고 나를 밟고 떠나줘 생일 한번 제대로 못해 준 놈 내가 생각해도 나같은 놈은 정말 사랑 할 자격도 없잖아 가랄 때 가 제발 팔 좀 붙잡지 좀 마 내가 더 화낼지도 몰라 그러니까 제발 가랄 때 가 제발 애처럼 때쓰지 마 내 맘 더 아프기 전에 내가 나쁜놈 나쁜놈 나쁜놈이야 더 좋은놈 좋은놈 찾아 떠나가 이제 나같은 놈 나같은 놈 더는 필요없다고 한마디만...
We're done
We’re done, but it’s not over. I’m started again, out to the end of the day. It keeps getting better. Don’t be afraid, we’ll do it together.
Started from nothing, ended up with everything.
From the house, to the whips, taking trips to any place that you care to name
Champagne, skydivin
EZ wider papers, no blunts, hit it once you mile high
Runnin’ now...
Today I was waiting in line for my passport renewal process. A couple came with their new born baby. They sat next to me and he or she was staring at me with furrowed eyebrows, looking worried, anxious, paranoid. It’s as if s/he was angry at me, then it made me sad for no apparent reason. It turned away closed his/her eyes as if s/he was gonna cry.
That same look once came from you….
Litle something something
Just thinking it up none of it may rhyme
Feeling like an old man, not enough time
On the deaths bed with nothing to do
All I think about is where are you?
White sheets people in black surrounding me
Where am I supposed to be
People cry talking about death
It hurts, taking long slow heavy breathes
Times going by so slow like the cigs I used light and not smoke
Sight is fading away the picture start...